Vertigo

Crystalized imbalance
While standing in one place
The feeling of falling
Heavy limbs
Toes clawing the floor
Steadiness
Just out of reach
Spinning.

*I was going to put this in my 2nd blog but I find it more appropriate placed here.  It could certainly be perceived as that feeling of 1st love, which was my original intent when writing the 1st line.  But poetry and thoughts mingle, and my mind wandered to my 1st unsteady healing stages.  That moment when the tornado is just passing.  Or that feeling of coming off a tumultuous roller coaster.  Such are the tornadic and roller coaster of emotions during the beginning stages of healing.  And I would further go on to add, it can fairly feel that way after some time has passed and you begin to actually learn just "who" you are.  Vertigo.