Long Lost and Drifting

Here I am
Crawling slowly
Slowly
Out of the deep
Puffy eyes opening
To the light drifting in
A swelling innuendo
Of a foretelling crescendo

My future
Is full of questions
Finally
Long lost and drifting
The wracking thoughts of the past
I prefer it that way
For now

I'd rather have a
Future full of questions
Than a past that
Reminds me
Only of pain