Have You Ever?

Have you ever
  wanted to
    curl up in a ball?
Cry the tears
  just waiting to fall.

In the middle of
  your crying
    have you ever
      felt the sun
        smiling slyly?

Have you ever?
Been emotionally wrought?
Where every thought
  is at war
    all the more?

Counting the blessings
Counting the pain
Feeling the warmth
Feeling the strain

So I give in
Let the emotions win
Release the reigns
Letting go

I feel better now
I feel better now
I feel better now