Self Sabotage

Self sabotage
Beguiling
Smiling
Camouflage

Learned reaction
Self retraction
Screaming imperfection
Blurred reflection

Stepping
     Stepping
          Stepping
                     Out
                Out
          Out

A cliff
No way
For me see
The bottom
My solid ground
Feet dangling
Over the edge
I have to jump

To stay in this
Dire satire
I call life
Could only cause
More strife

Free fall into nothing
Letting the mask
Fall
I have nothing to give
Yet
I give my all

A leap of faith
Blind trust

Closing my eyes
Letting the weightless particles
Rearrange themselves
Wherever they must