Dearest of Souls

Dear God
I gave it my all
To push away
With all my fruitless gall
Just leave me withering here
Never mind the
Lonely, falling tear
I'd do anything to save you
From seeing me this way
Just go
Go away

Oh
But the dearest of souls
Are deaf to the loudest
Of screamless screams
Never letting me
Get too far
Silently rubbing elixir
Into every countless scar
Making me laugh
Into the second
Second half
Never minding
Tattered
Tattered
Me
Hot damn
If I don't feel pretty
No pity
You just sit
Allow me to forget
The hell
That keeps
Chasing me
Making me see
Heaven is
Not too far
In front of me