If I Told You...

If I told you I was
Married twice
You'd be shocked
Then again
Maybe not
The first ended
In his suicide
The second started
My long and
Painful ride
Abusive words
Abusive hands
On my spirit
Engraving
I thought he was
A soul
Worth saving
Twas not my job
The rest I put
In the
Hands of God.